Yet here I am. I really was not sure if I was going to keep writing once I got through the one-year mark of losing Aaron. But after about a month to decompress and with the new year teeming with possibilities, I find myself longing to share what is on my heart.
I can't help but think that Aaron would be both terrified and proud of what I am doing. He was intensely private, so the thought of sharing innermost thoughts and revelations with everyone who stumbles upon the site would have seemed daunting for him. But I also know he would be proud that I have found a ministry that not only provides me the opportunity to connect to people in new ways but also gives me the opportunity to continue the ministry I discovered because of that sweet boy.
I have changed domains from my previous blogs, but all of those blogs can still be found at ashtenseay.blogspot.com.
I hope, as the year progresses, that you will continue with me on my journey. Certainly my journey of faith, love, and recovery did not end last month. There is still a lot I have to learn about this thing called life, and I am excited to share it all with you!